Monday, September 7, 2015

Our Days are Numbered

According to the retirement clock ticking away on my desk, I have exactly 1860 days left before I retire, if I live that long.  There are no guarantees. Right now I am cancer free, but having been diagnosed with late stage lung cancer, you never know if a recurrence is just around the corner.  I don’t dwell on it.  If I die tomorrow, I am at peace knowing that I did my best to leave the world a better place.  I am ready to meet my maker, which makes me both fearless and dangerous. I’m ready to take chances, come what may.

I think the silver lining of a cancer diagnosis is facing the reality of your mortality.  We are all going to die eventually.  The only question is when and how. 

In the meantime, I am trying to live a full and enriching life that has both meaning and purpose.  There is still a lot left I want to do! The countdown to retirement is also the liftoff to fulfilling my retirement dreams.  Yoko and I have been talking about what we want to do during our twilight years together.  Here is what we’ve (I’ve) come up with, so far.

First, Yoko and I are not going to wait to travel. We both want to see the world.  Why not do it while we are both in good health?  Earlier this year Yoko returned to Japan to visit her sister in Tokyo.  She has just one sister and she wants to spend more time with her.  We went to Europe in June, Lake Tahoe in August, and we are planning a trip to Moosehead Lake in Maine to see the fall colors. We’re taking a cruise to the Bahamas in November and planning another trip to Japan with our daughter and son-in-law at year’s end.

There is a 115 day cruise leaving The Port of Miami in January and returning in April of 2016. I would love to be on that ship when it departs!  This round the world cruise visits 43 countries, traveling through the Panama Canal to the Pacific, then onto Southeast Asia, India, the Middle East, thorough the Suez Canal, transiting the Mediterranean and then back across the Atlantic.   All I need is the time, which I don’t have right now, to make the trip. It’s on my bucket list.

What I really want is enough time to just do the things I like to do.  For example, right now I am re-reading (and taking notes) on the 900 page biography of Alexander Hamilton by Ron Chernow. Hamilton, one of this country’s founding fathers, died in a duel with Aaron Burr when he was just 46 years old.  What a life this man led and how much he made of his time! When I first read Hamilton’s incredible story, I was so inspired I thought it could be a movie. I am working on writing a screenplay that I hope to have time to pitch someday.

I’ve been reading a Pulitzer Prize winning novel called “The Goldfinch” by Donna Taratt.  I would love to write a fictional novel that wins such widespread acclaim!  Of course, you have to write a novel to win a Pulitzer. It’s just a matter of time. 

In my first year of retirement, after taking that round the world cruise, I’d like to buy and RV and travel the continental United States. There are many places to see and I’d like enough time to see it all.  I thought maybe we could travel during the day, with Yoko navigating from one interesting place to the next as we crisscross the country.  In the evenings and in between I would work on my novel and screenplay.

In year two of retirement I want to move to Cremona, Italy, learn to speak Italian, and apprentice with a violin craftsman. I heard about this place on “60 Minutes” and now I want to go.  Cremona is the birthplace of Antonio Stradivari, who was born in 1644.  His shop in Cremona is where he perfected his craft until his death in 1737 at the age of 93!  I love classical music and opera, but I am not right-brained enough to be blessed with musical talent. That doesn’t mean I can’t learn a craft like making violins.  Cremona is about 47 miles South of Milano, close enough to see La Boheme at the La Scala Opera House.  Sold!

After that I am not sure what we will do in our retirement years. I know for sure that I don’t want to golf every day nor do I want to just sit around watching daytime TV.  Yoko and I both agree that we’d want to do things that makes life enjoyable and happy for others, be it family, friends, or strangers.  They say “no good deed goes unpunished”, but Yoko and I both believe that no good deed goes without reward. Why not do good deeds while waiting on our heavenly reward? Our days are numbered.  It’s only a matter of time.

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